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ok here it goes no set goal... no real reason to be writing a blog... this is an experiment.. wait dammit now its a set goal because im just wrtting to write to see what comes out.. BASICALLY what this is , is me talking to myself (not out loud) *got caught up on how to write "out load" but im just talking in my head and going with the flow.. if i run into a stale period or i cant think of something to write about.. that atleast interests me enough then I will stop.. haha GREAT now i keep thinking about stuff I should think about.. and going from there.... SO ok karma, karma is a crazy mother f-er that will kick you in the balls steal your car and start dating your ex-girlfriend.. and thats karma in a nutshell ladies and gentlmen.. Now im thinking should i correct the spelling errors or just keep going as if they never happened.. As you can tell there are no spelling errors thus far but thats because im correcting them as I go.. hmmmmm the dilema.. i really like typing on my work computers keyboard makes me feel like i can type really fast atleaaaast a billion words per minutes.. I think thats a record?? Ha .........ok maybe not that much.. but wearing a watch which is as clunky as mine makes it hard to type (just took it off) *awwwe thats better.. these-->* are me talking to myself yet directly to you THE READER.. and I dont think that makes sense but it does to me and... thats alllllllllll that matters at this moment.. *just scratched my head. Just got a text from a girl whom is in high school and shes obsessed with me.. and now my work phone is ringing.. I NEVER answer is unless its my boss haha.. OH SHIT just realized i need to go play a DVD for the marriage enrichment weekend.. yeah.. if you have to pay for a weekend to enrich your marriage i think your marriage has got some "FUN" issues.. but hey its non of my business to judge.. WHATEVS.. alrightso just started the DVD for the happy couples.. speaking of married couples had one of those deep just one on one around a fire pit drinking a beer or two conversations with a buddy of mine.. and we talked about out of who of us (my close guy friends and one girl) would get married first and what we would be doing in 10 years.. AND REVISON I just typed out what he thought i would be doing.. but i decided that i dont want to share that with you (the reader) not because im imberresed but because.. once its out there then im gonna feel like thats the future for me. .and to be honest i dont want to know mine.. ok done

kinda sucks

Just came across this little gem of a picture... and a little part of me flat out died.. WHY oh why you ask? Well ill tell you why... This kid is just FLAT OUT UNADULTERATED EPICALLY COOL.. I mean look at him!! this kid is what 4 or 5, 7 tops and he is already ohhhhhhhh about 20 times cooler then I am.. and I'm basically 21 aka an adult.. oh and to top it off this little bugger is Australian .. pshhhhh this is a sad, sad day for me... wow.. im like borderline depressed but for sure bummed out haha... this kid better cure cancer or something, or win a couple academy awards for best lead male.. geez.. wow... ok DONE

currently.. LAME

Anxiety follows with announce follows with Evin being STUCK

things that aren't helping me out of my current mood

Anxiety Factor 1-10
1. Meh whatevs
5. Ok.. i can keep it cool, but its there
10. My brain wants to jump out of my head


1. The Zune

Now its like me to throw such a device that brings such joy to me with my car rides, runs, or daily shower, but COME ON.. the program that comes with it (just like your typical itunes) is sloooooow it offers everything but it makes it pretty hard to find that "everything" with how its search engine works and who is recommends.... on my anxiety factor it ranks at a 6.8

2. The Big 21











As none of you know -1 person I am turning the "it's all down hill from here" age of 21 in approximately 14 days... now as I am awesomely stoked beyond belief for this joyous journey to the land of sin..But my family/guests aka friends are ever so slowly sucking the fun out of it.. The being in the dark of where im even staying and who's exactly coming its helping me and is most unboudtably freaking me out..
Location. TI (treasure island) ..rumored.. one room 2 queen beds
Guest List Forsure: me, raul, ryan, mars, jesss
Guest List Maybe: mike, jbone, sam, breana, michelle
Guest List family: dad, uncle t, uncle ken, aunt sue, jeremy, prego becky(uncool), and random cousin of my uncles that ive only met once?
On my anxiety factor it ranks at a 7.9 basically an 8.0

3. Ducks

My "passion" in life as some have said.. do i agree with this YES, but do I want to be known as just having A professional hockey team as my one passion in life.. NO.. but we can talk about this on a later blog.. My Ducks.. after getting their heads out of their water tight butts.. made it to the playoffs and ABSOLUTELY DOMINATED the first place hella hyphy hella retared Sharks of the bay area.. So now second round bigger and better.. the Evil RedCoats aka Red Wings.. arch enemies YES.. hatred toward the team and its fans YES.. and can we beat them/have we beat them? YES.. will be beat them tomorrow.. DONT KNOW and that kiiiiiillllls me..
on my anxiety factor it ranks at a 9.4

4.Her



















Its just her job.. it was one of the many reasons i believe God decided to put on this green earth.. but all bullshit aside (she loves it when i curse) i dig her.. and allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll her problems, fears, quirks, annoyances, screwiness, beliefs, mind games, beauty (inside and out), scheduling, humor, control issues, predictability etc etc etc etc
(just by me writing this down and now with her reading it I can tell her heads filling with warning signs)
on my anxiety factor it's a fluctuation from 1-10 on any given day

5. Me



















Because lets face it under this super manly, chiseled body, ingenious geniusness, undeniably talented, hilariously clever body.... i kinda need to stop being me and start being new me
(but as me and myself and I? know.. saying and doing "night and day"
On my anxiety factor it's a 55 (thats not good)

OK thats not me...

here's me